Confession

Feb 10

I feel vulnerable when I’m around you.

I’m no longer going to make excuses for you.

I miss you but I miss him more.

I get so jealous when my friends are with their boyfreinds. it makes me almost desperate.

I am so scared now that I have no idea who I am anymore. You made it so clear to me. Who I was and what I would become. And now it has all come and crashed right now in front of me. And you did it all. I really do hope this is a phase

Sometimes I think I’m too honest with you.

Crying really does help sometimes. really.

After living in this house for almost 3 years I still don’t remember which light switch goes to which light.

You would think that after all these girls tell me im good looking and tell me I deserve better, I would get something better. But I don’t.

Im scared that we will fall out. I need/ want you. want never got me so far so ill stick with: i need you